What a weeekkk!

Wow, it's only tuesday & i've been soo busy!
Tuesday is my long day, but I had all of my classes plus I had a test tonight. I have one tomorrow too. && I dono if it's just me, but I feel like our lives ALL suck right now! haha. seriously if you think about it, the economy is practically killing us! This morning I was in such a bad mood, and I called my mom like every other morning. All I could think of to say was "I feel like my life is gonna be terrible!" I'm so scared we're going to go into a great depression or something crazy like that. The next ten years of my life will be the most important too. (graduating, finding a job, getting married, building a house, having children, starting to raise them, just becoming an independent person in general) That's scary in itself, but when you think that you're going to be poor all because some people wanted to sign a bailout bill & it caused a 700+ drop in points! Mom just says i'm a pessimistic person, but that's DEPRESSING! haha. anyways, bad days just get you thinking about everything bad! & that has definitely been on my mind.
& oh my goodness, tomorrow is opening day. The day I surrender my relationship to a WOODS. Don't worry, I know i'm gonna have to get used to it like every other girl who comes from Southern Indiana! Actually, I've decided to join in.. I've been taking some personal shooting lessons from that boy of mine! lol. I think i'm doin quite alright too! Well, I'm going to get back to studyin, like usual.. see ya! =]

FINALLY... =]

This weekend has been interesting to say the least.. Friday wasn't such a great day once I found out Derrick wasn't coming up & he chose to go to the ND football game instead.. Believe me, I called & said a few choice words.. yes, yes, i apologized later! BUT all my feelings just came rushing out later that night. How much time i put into driving home practically every weekend & how i never get the same from him. Plus so so so much more that has been on my heart here recently. I knew it needed to be talked about. so i just got on my computer & just started typing away, a letter that would probably never be read. (or so i thought) He insisted i read it to him once i brought up that i had wrote it. i think it actually has made a world of difference. i knew if he knew what was best & if he meant want he said Friday night then he would be here Saturday. He realizes how much it affects me when i feel like he doesn't want to have a part in my life at Purdue. I mean i know he's an IU fan, but it's really not that bad! To my surprise, at 2:30 saturday afternoon I get a phone call saying, "I'm here, hurry up!" WHAT?! so his gma that spoils the crap outta him rode up with him & she stayed with her sister in Delphi, which is only 20 minutes from here. I was in shock, I couldn't believe he was really sitting on my couch in Lafayette, but I got over that pretty quick! =] He took me out to eat at Logan's Roadhouse and I took him on campus to show him around. He asked questions & seemed interested, so I felt a lot better. We came back & watched football, football, & more football. I think I know every upset from Saturday night football! This morning he was like ummm is there a Gander Mountain around here? haha OF COURSE! We went to Sportsmans Warehouse & then he cooked me lunch. How sweet.. ha So he just left & I am beyond thankful. This weekend started off terrible & ended up being just what I asked for. As far as I know, he hasn't died yet from actually visiting Purdue either. Well now I need to go studyyy :( yuck! i'll write more later!

super happy, excited, ramblingsss =]

Well i'm so excited about things right now. Most of you probably don't know this but I'm planning to transfer to IU... I finished my application today, just need to send transcripts. I'm so beyond excited. I love it here at Purdue, school sense of things, but not the distance. It's TERRIBLE. I go home practically every weekend, kinda sad I know. BUT i'm staying here this weekend & i'm actually excited about it. I never realized, until today, what it's like to just chill out in my own apartment. I didn't have classes today, so i've been cleaning & putting clothes away, yes for the first time since I moved in here 5 weeks ago!! I figured out I have wayyy too much stuff. Need to get some studying done, I have two tests next week. Yuck! They shouldn't be too extremely bad, Medical Terminology & Physics (which I love). I know you probably think I'm crazy. =] I have a lab report to do, pre-labs, & a project for my easy as can be Vocabulary class. Ok now, don't make fun, I just needed a 1-credit hour class!





AND I don't know for sure, but I think Derrick may be on his way here right now or sometime soon. He had made plans, but most of you know how he is. STUBBORN! & he tries to get out of it like he has for the past year & a half.. BRAT! & a good friend from last year, who decided to just commute from Carmel, IN two days a week, is coming up to visit everyone this weekend! Sam (my roomie) & I can't wait for him to get here! Well just thought I would update on the latest stuff... gotta get back to cleaning & studying...

Here's a pic of me & Sam.. =] thought it was cute & should add it since I mentioned her! <3

Tattoo...

sooo some of you know i got a tattoo, but a lot of people haven't figured it out yet..


don't feel bad if you didn't know, i didn't really publicize it that much, derrick wasn't so hot on the decision. anyways.. i got it on Tuesday Sept 9th. That was exactly one year since my uncle passed away from muscular dystrophy. He meant soo much to me & my family, and I had to see him suffer through a lot of pain throughout the last six months of his life. so the initials are obviously for his name Brian Douglas Edwards and the puppy prints are because of his love for his service dog, Gina. Gina was EVERYTHING to him and I don't know what he would've done without her. It could've even come to him not living as long as he did. She is now just a pet to us & we don't make her work, but we always think of him when we see her!

The final product.. =]

Yes, it hurt... Talking to my mom on the phone while getting it done. I think I stressed her out!

It's a new thing.. =]

So... i'm super new to this thing. I had no idea Southern Indiana had been taken over by blogger until almost two weeks ago. I'm finding it quite informative and fun though, actually. I guess a more sophisticated alternative to facebook! Anyways I just wanted to write something short & start this up. I figured this would be a great way for me to keep some of my closest friends at home updated on my whole college experience and future dreams, for the moment. They seem to change quite often here recently, but hopefully it's all going to work out for the best. More about that later.....